2003 has to be better

**sculpey** · January 1st, 2003, 05:51 AM

What a lonely night. I don't understand. I should be happy, but I'm not. I can't really relate to my family anymore. There are just so many things that I can't figure out. I so wanted tonight to be special, but it just didn't work out that way.

Too much stress at work. Too much stress in my love life. Too much not relating to my daughter. she's no longer daddy's little girl. She's grown up and I'm losing touch with her. I don't understand her music, her views on life and I'm losing touch with her.

I so want passion. I so want to be in love. I so want to be spontaneous. I so want to be young again.

I so know that these things aren't going to happen.

**demon chloe** · January 1st, 2003, 05:56 AM

your hapiness is right in front of you...my dear dear friend....

look beyond the neagtaev and embarce the goodness......

plus..we became friends.... i treasure that...

**sculpey** · January 1st, 2003, 06:04 AM

Words will never be able to convey what your friendsip has meant to me. Only hanging out at a Lutheran fish fry would be able to do that.

Friends we are.

**imzredhead** · January 1st, 2003, 11:25 AM

...I for one, hope that 2003 starts out better than 2002 ended for me...I was sicker than I had ever been in my life...sparing the details...just trust me on this one....*L*...

I think tho, if I learned anything in 2002, its that life is what we make it...you have to take that chance and jump on the merry go round of life while its still turning, and sometimes it turns real fast...because it doesn't slow down for you or stop....*S*...Life is what you make of it, not what you let it make of you...So grab on and take a ride...I wish you all much health, love and happiness in the New Year...